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a Five Card Flickr story by RacRax created Sep 26 2020, 06:38:43 pm. Create a new one!

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When I was in Elementary, I was a victim of bullying for four years. My mom doesn't know about it because I hide it from them, thinking that they will only get mad and shout at me, so every time I enter the school, I'm always afraid of my classmates that they're going to bully me again. That's why I grow up hiding and keeping myself away from people because I don't want anyone to bother me and tease me. I don't know why my classmates keep bullying me. I think it's because I don't look pretty and smart, that's why.
So as you can see in the first photo, it is a lock that represents my childhood memory. I tend to hide and lock myself in a room because of the fear and sadness that I felt back then; I was so mad to those who bullied me, and there was an eagerness inside me that tells me to fight and stand up for myself, but I didn't because I always put myself in other people's shoes. I never let myself offend someone because I know how it felt I know how painful it was. I grew up not having a circle of friends; no one wants a loser like me, so instead of finding someone to become my friends, I just let myself alone. In the second picture, you can see that a kiddo whos is likely to be imprisoned, and that's me. I feel like I was nobody; that's why I keep myself away from others every time I am going to enroll. I always wish to find a friend and be my best friend. I always wanted to have a friend because I never felt to have one. That's my story until i graduate elementary when i entered junior highschool there were many classmates who approach me first and then suddenly they became my friends they didnt ask me if i can be their friends but day by day we started to be comfortable with each other because our personalities matched and that's i where i build my self trust again because my friends keep telling me that i can do everything just trust myself, they pushed me on doing thins that they believed i can conquer and day after day i started to notice my most significant improvement when it comes to communicating with other people i realized that those who bullied me before will not going to force me anymore and ialso realized that there are so many people whose kind and approachable and thats when i found my circle of friends we didnt let each other struggle in evceryting we tend to help each other as mcuh as we can and thats when i felt a completeness because there are people who loves me the way i am they didnt hated me because of my looks and because i am not a smart person but instead they appreciated my existence and i felt so loved i felt secured because i have circle of friends that i can call for help and everything as for the fourth picture it is a place that i always love being into because dark spots are like my secret friends i throw all my sadness and struggles in a dark places that one is watching or can hear me i cry in a dark places because i felt secure that no one can judge me and once i throw away all the painfull memories i stand like a brave and ready to conquer my problems and face them all alone. At the last picture, I can describe it as my relaxing place because all of the issues I had I can easily forget all em them; just by looking at such a home like this, all the worries and hatred can quickly go away I didn't know if I am the only one like this. Still, I can always let the painful memories past, but I can never forget.

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